Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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How am I supposed to get started on my work, when I'm feeling like crap now?

I'm feeling exactly the same way I felt last night.

I have about 10 homework, no, more than that, that I'm supposed to finish.

It hurts.

IT FUCKING HURTS, I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW PAINFUL IT FEELS LIKE. CRYING DOESN'T HELP. DOESN'T.

It stings ... I didn't know that a person could have such a great impact on me.

I HATE MYSELF AND MY SCREWED LIFE, IMPERFECTIONS.

I FEEL UGLY. FUCKING UGLY.

WHY CAN'T I BE PRETTY? WHY CAN'T I BE BORN WITH A PRETTY FACE? INSTEAD OF THIS PIECE OF CRAP THAT IS STUCK ONTO MY HEAD.

SMALL EYES, BIG NOSE BIG FACE BIG LIPS SMALL EARS AND A FUCKING BODY WITH NO PROPORTION.

I HATE IT, HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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10 comments:

jiayi said...

you are pretty in the eyes of the beholder. :) he is not that beholder so so be it. and do your hw now! you suppose to go to school tomorrow. or rather, i expect to see you

fiona. said...

youre good yourself :) cheer up, see you @ sch!!

DaryL said...

okokokok.....counted?
lols(:

Juliana said...

Ahaha good good, thanks! :D

Juliana said...

Fiona : Thanks :) Seeyas around in school!

Jiayi : You're really really damn sweet. <3 you :D

Anonymous said...

Everybody is beautiful... It's how they look at it.

But I'm glad you're feeling better now.


Psalm 139:14
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and [b]wonderfully[/b] made;
[b]your works are wonderful[/b],
I know that full well.


Hope this encourages you continuously as you walk on.

Juliana said...

To Anonymous :

Thanks, Jared? Ahaha really thank you for the encouragement. I feel better now. :)

Jared said...

Wow... How did you know it was me? Dang... Looks like I'm lousy at hiding my identity. =(

Juliana said...

Jared : Ahaha becuz before that you were encouraging me on MSN! Thanks, really :D

Jared said...

Lolz... Should have thought so.

Anyway, last thing I gotta say is, Have Faith in your Identity. (you appearance, characteristics, are also part of your Identity)